Woulda Shoulda Coulda

I lied. I should have checked facebook first. I want to pretend like life is fine, but it's not. I'm losing one of my best friends. It sucks. Things are never going to be the same. And I can't do ANYTHING to fix this one. Normally I can go and apologize or bring cookies or do SOMETHING but this time, I can't make it better. I can't come in and make things work out the way I want. I just want to fix it and make everyone happy but I can't. It's just not possible this time. So, sorry if I'm a little out of it lately...